"... I will only eat leaves picked by virgins in the moonlight."
- Steve Jobs
The gift of memory is an awful curse.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
how does one balance things in their mind,
how does one separate things,
stop things conflicting,
worrying,
wondering,
hating,
missing,
how does one simply stop thinking,
switch it off, switch it all off,
how?
how does one separate things,
stop things conflicting,
worrying,
wondering,
hating,
missing,
how does one simply stop thinking,
switch it off, switch it all off,
how?
Monday, November 14, 2011
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
So i've gotten to this point of my degree...
And so what?
And so what?
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Fuck all of you who sleep easy.
Fuck all of you who have a somewhere or someone to run to.
Fuck all of you whose efforts pay off.
Fuck all of you whom things just happen for, effort free.
Don't take it personally,
I'm just jealous.
So fuck you all.
Fuck all of you who have a somewhere or someone to run to.
Fuck all of you whose efforts pay off.
Fuck all of you whom things just happen for, effort free.
Don't take it personally,
I'm just jealous.
So fuck you all.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Friday, October 7, 2011
The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more you try the eraser
The more, the more
The more that you appear
- The Eraser - Thom Yorke
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more you try the eraser
The more, the more
The more that you appear
- The Eraser - Thom Yorke
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Rest in peace, Steve Jobs (1955-2011).
Thank you for Disney Pixar movies,
thank you for Apple.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
For the first time, in a long time, i'm on realestate.com
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Though what I really want is to vent,
Its difficult to speak about it,
A single sentence, a few words,
can cause you even more loneliness.
trusting, letting people in
only to find you've somehow push them away.
Its a struggle.
And in trying to hide it.
fighting it off,
finding that balance,
or even having the ability to balance things out
I'm struggling.
They're all better than you at this,
they can forget you exist.
Its difficult to speak about it,
A single sentence, a few words,
can cause you even more loneliness.
trusting, letting people in
only to find you've somehow push them away.
Its a struggle.
And in trying to hide it.
fighting it off,
finding that balance,
or even having the ability to balance things out
I'm struggling.
They're all better than you at this,
they can forget you exist.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Happiness.
"Happiness" is a word for a feeling.
Feelings are rarely understood in the moment.
Feelings are rarely understood in the moment.
They are quickly forgotten, and almost always mis-remembered.
And besides, feelings are totally full of shit.
[Henry Carter]
-Shrink (2009)
Monday, September 12, 2011
I was looking for some costume ideas for a Disney themed 21st thats coming up, and I came across a quiz, i did it and this was the result:
Which Disney character are you?Aladdin You dream of a life with a beautiful princess, and have the courage to risk it all for that one special magic carpet ride. |
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Sunday, September 11, 2011
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
"Emotions run deep within our race. In many ways more deeply than in humans. Logic offers a serenity humans seldom experience... the control of feelings, so that they do not control you." [Spock's father, Sarek.]
- Startrek (2009)
- Startrek (2009)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
"This is the story of the first and last time I ever fell in love. With the beautiful, complicated, fascinating, woman who inhabits my soul . . . if we never see each other again, and you are out walking one day, and you feel a certain presence beside you, that will be me, loving you, where ever I am."
Monday, August 22, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
"There are only the pursued, the pursuing, the busy and the tired."
-The Great Gatsby
-The Great Gatsby
Friday, August 12, 2011
"Young and stupid, left wide open. Hearts are wasted, lives are broken"
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Its like I cannot speak.
No one wants to hear how I truly feel.
The world despises lying, but people also don't want the truth.
No one wants to hear how I truly feel.
The world despises lying, but people also don't want the truth.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Fucking fuck fucking fucker fuck face fucking fuck fucker fuck fuck fuck fuck fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck this, fuck everything, fuck it all. fuckity fuck fuck.
:( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck this, fuck everything, fuck it all. fuckity fuck fuck.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Lying and hiding.
To and from everyone, and myself.
It doesn't work.
It fixes nothing.
Gets me nowhere.
If anything I just worsen.
But its all i've got.
And thats not good.
Its not good at all.
To and from everyone, and myself.
It doesn't work.
It fixes nothing.
Gets me nowhere.
If anything I just worsen.
But its all i've got.
And thats not good.
Its not good at all.
Monday, July 25, 2011
In a week, I start my spring semester of my 3rd year.
Not much else happening really.
I made another purchase on ASOS yesterday, I guess thats something?
And my ASOS Crombie coat arrived last thursday.
Not much else happening really.
I made another purchase on ASOS yesterday, I guess thats something?
And my ASOS Crombie coat arrived last thursday.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Goddamn sleeping pill, hurry the fuck up and kick-in already!!
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 2
I watched the film just a few hours ago (before even finishing re-watching all the other films), the last Harry Potter film.
I loved it.
Especially the build- up to the attack, the defence preparation, and the death of Voldemort (slowly disintegrating into ash) was cooooooooool.
I do feel strange now that its over.
The last Harry Potter film... cannot grasp it
and in the book... chapter 33, "The Prince's Tale"... best!
I loved it.
Especially the build- up to the attack, the defence preparation, and the death of Voldemort (slowly disintegrating into ash) was cooooooooool.
I do feel strange now that its over.
The last Harry Potter film... cannot grasp it
and in the book... chapter 33, "The Prince's Tale"... best!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire
For me, it was all about Hermione at the Yule Ball (in the film). I was amazed, absolutely amazed.
<3
Also, the book was probably the first really lengthy ( I considered it lengthy) novel I ever read.
<3
Also, the book was probably the first really lengthy ( I considered it lengthy) novel I ever read.
Harry Potter & the Prisoner of Azkaban
This was the first HP book I read. My parents got it for me when i was in year 3 or 4? We had no idea it was the third book of a series. Either way, I read it, it took me a looooong time, but I read it and I liked it.
I wasn't much of a reader at all at the time. I thought that because only the really smart people read books, that books were like goody-good. Then I came across the word "bitch" and i was like "Wow, what!!"
In terms of the film, it was because of this film, that I developed a crush on Hermione, a crush, that to this day still endures *sigh*. Haha
Hermione <3 !!
I wasn't much of a reader at all at the time. I thought that because only the really smart people read books, that books were like goody-good. Then I came across the word "bitch" and i was like "Wow, what!!"
In terms of the film, it was because of this film, that I developed a crush on Hermione, a crush, that to this day still endures *sigh*. Haha
Hermione <3 !!
Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets
This has to be one of my more favourite of the saga, a dive deeper into the HP world. The rivalry between Draco and Harry, I found interesting... the seeker vs. seeker and especially the duelling scene, short but sweet.
Furthermore, I had the video game on PS2, and yep, kinda really liked it.
Can't remember when exactly I read this book (if right after the first film came out OR after watching the third film).
Harry Potter & the Philosopher's Stone
Read this book the same year that the film was released. I was in year 5 at the time, and we read the book as a class. When the film released, my grade went on an excursion to the cinemas to watch it. But I had watched it earlier with my father haha.
I really liked it, the whole Diagon Alley scene was just mind blowing.
I really liked it, the whole Diagon Alley scene was just mind blowing.
"It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something". [Graham]
- Crash (2004)
- Crash (2004)
Monday, July 11, 2011
And in the face of certain death,
it was my hand you chose to hold.
... well that was the dream anyway.
it was my hand you chose to hold.
... well that was the dream anyway.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
That "mirror of erised" from Harry Potter...
I wonder what i'd see in it.
I wonder what i'd see in it.
Friday, July 8, 2011
Again, and again
and again,
memories
wishes
regrets
longing
effort
rejection
meaning
meaningless
real
surreal
hate
love
Cracks appear in the concrete,
an urge to scream.
The dam breaks,
tears on your pillow.
and again,
memories
wishes
regrets
longing
effort
rejection
meaning
meaningless
real
surreal
hate
love
Cracks appear in the concrete,
an urge to scream.
The dam breaks,
tears on your pillow.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Can't sleep, clown will eat me.
I'm here struggling to fall asleep, as per usual. And all i'm thinking is:
The recommened length of time for sleep is 8 hours a day.
A day is 24 hours.
8/24 is 1/3.
Therefore we supposedly spend a third of our day sleeping.
Thus a third of our lifetime...sleeping
A third of our lifetime.
A fucking third of our lifetime.
Perhaps this is something you've never really considered.
Perhaps now you're thinking 'fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck'
Too bad we have no choice.
Too bad sleep is an absolute requirement.
Oh the things we could achieve in that time...
20 of 60 years.
30 of 90 years
24.666667 of 74 years, and so on.
On the other hand...
Dreams can be amazing.
Sometimes torturous, but none the less, amazing.
Dreams can even be someone's everything.
Well, nighy night world.
The recommened length of time for sleep is 8 hours a day.
A day is 24 hours.
8/24 is 1/3.
Therefore we supposedly spend a third of our day sleeping.
Thus a third of our lifetime...sleeping
A third of our lifetime.
A fucking third of our lifetime.
Perhaps this is something you've never really considered.
Perhaps now you're thinking 'fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck'
Too bad we have no choice.
Too bad sleep is an absolute requirement.
Oh the things we could achieve in that time...
20 of 60 years.
30 of 90 years
24.666667 of 74 years, and so on.
On the other hand...
Dreams can be amazing.
Sometimes torturous, but none the less, amazing.
Dreams can even be someone's everything.
Well, nighy night world.
Monday, July 4, 2011
I'm going to see the sun come up soon again.
still trying to sleep, again.
Eyes are probably red from tiredness, again.
On here, fucking blogging, at this time, to no one, again.
Tell me theres a reason for all this, or tell me that this is it, for everyday from now on.
Tell me, so I can continue, or so I can just stop.
still trying to sleep, again.
Eyes are probably red from tiredness, again.
On here, fucking blogging, at this time, to no one, again.
Tell me theres a reason for all this, or tell me that this is it, for everyday from now on.
Tell me, so I can continue, or so I can just stop.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Block it all out with 26 hours (and counting) of Mass Effect 2.
Friday, July 1, 2011
When sleeping at night is consistently one of the most difficult parts of your day, you know you're a mess.
And the longer it goes on, the more the world moves without you, futher and futher ahead.
You, in an even darker part of your corner.
And the longer it goes on, the more the world moves without you, futher and futher ahead.
You, in an even darker part of your corner.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
I'm scared of driving. Not of the risk with physical pain or death from crashes, but because of the financial risks. Insurance, repairs etc.
Or maybe its that i've never exactly been comfortable whilst driving, always being worried about something, because the cars i drive are owned by my parents. Theres that increased responsibility because theres no ownership.
Even when I had and drove my own car... Yes, I paid for it so there was the sense of ownership, but even then the car's condition was a major worry, and because of this i couldn't really drive to many places, simply because it would be way too risky.
Perhaps I shouldn't aspire to own a sexy car in the future, but rather, a shitty looking, 'bulletproof' car with huge bull-bars on the back and front. Somthing <$500:
Then, if I do happen to crash it, I just rip off the plates, scratch out the VIN number, and run for the fucking border. Change my name to something along the lines of Alfonzo Suarez, or Jack something, and let my facial hair grow out, wear nothing but hawaiian shirts and cargo pants, and run a hotdog stand.
Done.
Or maybe its that i've never exactly been comfortable whilst driving, always being worried about something, because the cars i drive are owned by my parents. Theres that increased responsibility because theres no ownership.
Even when I had and drove my own car... Yes, I paid for it so there was the sense of ownership, but even then the car's condition was a major worry, and because of this i couldn't really drive to many places, simply because it would be way too risky.
Perhaps I shouldn't aspire to own a sexy car in the future, but rather, a shitty looking, 'bulletproof' car with huge bull-bars on the back and front. Somthing <$500:
Then, if I do happen to crash it, I just rip off the plates, scratch out the VIN number, and run for the fucking border. Change my name to something along the lines of Alfonzo Suarez, or Jack something, and let my facial hair grow out, wear nothing but hawaiian shirts and cargo pants, and run a hotdog stand.
Done.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
So, you're bored.
Your mindset is "fuck studying"
you get a text message...
"hey, want to chill tonight?"
Just over an hour later you arrive at Star City casino.
Next thing you know you're eating a steak sandwich from "Fuel"
Your friend wants to gamble.
You find yourself at the roulette tables
Your friend ends up winning a few hundred.
It's 3am,
You're at The Cross,
Its friday morning
You walk around for a bit, exploring back-streets
You end up purchasing Marlboro Golds
You aren't even a smoker
2 cigarettes in, some drunk stranger named Brodie approaches you
Stranger says hi
You say hi
The stranger's been shopping
They show you what they've purchase
A shirt with some half-naked asian model on the front
and New Balance sneakers
"oh... cool"
Stranger pulls out some tobacco and skins
tries to roll a smoke, fails, and just throws it into their shopping bag
You hand the stranger the remaining half of your cigarette
The stranger continues to talk senselessly
You go with it
The stranger pulls out a camera and decides they want take a photo of you
Nothing you can do, so you end up on some drunk stranger's camera
You find the situation familiar, Yes, yes i have seen this. Its like The Hangover.
You get curious about the camera and ask to see the other photos on there
They're quite funny,
This stranger has indeed just come from some launch event for a retail store.
You say "well you better head home now"
the stranger says bye, and heads off
You look to your friend
You're both thinking "fuck, when that stranger wakes up tomorrow..."
laugh-out-loud.
You end up at McDonalds at The Cross,
You wonder what these people are out at this time for (4am-ish).
probably the same reason why you're there.
You head back to the car,
and back home,
back to the reason why you left in the first place.
Your mindset is "fuck studying"
you get a text message...
"hey, want to chill tonight?"
Just over an hour later you arrive at Star City casino.
Next thing you know you're eating a steak sandwich from "Fuel"
Your friend wants to gamble.
You find yourself at the roulette tables
Your friend ends up winning a few hundred.
It's 3am,
You're at The Cross,
Its friday morning
You walk around for a bit, exploring back-streets
You end up purchasing Marlboro Golds
You aren't even a smoker
2 cigarettes in, some drunk stranger named Brodie approaches you
Stranger says hi
You say hi
The stranger's been shopping
They show you what they've purchase
A shirt with some half-naked asian model on the front
and New Balance sneakers
"oh... cool"
Stranger pulls out some tobacco and skins
tries to roll a smoke, fails, and just throws it into their shopping bag
You hand the stranger the remaining half of your cigarette
The stranger continues to talk senselessly
You go with it
The stranger pulls out a camera and decides they want take a photo of you
Nothing you can do, so you end up on some drunk stranger's camera
You find the situation familiar, Yes, yes i have seen this. Its like The Hangover.
You get curious about the camera and ask to see the other photos on there
They're quite funny,
This stranger has indeed just come from some launch event for a retail store.
You say "well you better head home now"
the stranger says bye, and heads off
You look to your friend
You're both thinking "fuck, when that stranger wakes up tomorrow..."
laugh-out-loud.
You end up at McDonalds at The Cross,
You wonder what these people are out at this time for (4am-ish).
probably the same reason why you're there.
You head back to the car,
and back home,
back to the reason why you left in the first place.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
For who could ever learn to love... a Beast?
"She glanced this way
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before.."
I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before.."
"Something there" - Beauty & the Beast Soundtrack (1991)
I can confirm that a side-effect of sleeping pills on me is more vivid, visally clear dreams.
Definitely mind-blowing...
and dangerously intriguing.
Monday, June 20, 2011
In a bit over 12hrs, I say farewell to a car that my family has owned since 2002.
crazy.
crazy.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
Dear _ _ _ _ _, Dear _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
Every day.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
Every day.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Words I never said.
We attended the same event,
a long while since we last saw each other,
we barely even said hi,
we did what we had to do,
we were both at the after party,
drinking with everyone else,
Our past unknown to all else but us,
I took a chance,
said I missed you,
even kissed your cheek,
everyone fell asleep,
everyone but me,
I sat out in the cold,
in the silence,
when morning came I saw everyone awake one by one,
you woke up after a night of drinking and barely any sleep,
you still looked amazing, as always,
We didn't speak,
I don't know if you were looking at me when I wasn't looking at you,
I don't know what was going on in your mind,
if anything about us at all.
you had to go to work,
you left,
I watched,
I said I love you,
but not out loud.
then you were gone.
a long while since we last saw each other,
we barely even said hi,
we did what we had to do,
we were both at the after party,
drinking with everyone else,
Our past unknown to all else but us,
I took a chance,
said I missed you,
even kissed your cheek,
everyone fell asleep,
everyone but me,
I sat out in the cold,
in the silence,
when morning came I saw everyone awake one by one,
you woke up after a night of drinking and barely any sleep,
you still looked amazing, as always,
We didn't speak,
I don't know if you were looking at me when I wasn't looking at you,
I don't know what was going on in your mind,
if anything about us at all.
you had to go to work,
you left,
I watched,
I said I love you,
but not out loud.
then you were gone.
I don't want to,
but I can't help it,
...I'm pushing the world away.
but I can't help it,
...I'm pushing the world away.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
I guess its like already being thrown to the ground by many, everyday things... Then being kicked several times...then having your wallet stolen.
Yep, something like that.
Yep, something like that.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
fave song from Disney's Aladdin.
Riff-raff, street rat.
I don't buy that.
If only they'd
Look closerrrrrr.
Would they
See a poor boy?
No sireeeeeeeee.
They'd find ooooout
There's soooo much
More tooooo meeeeeeee.
I don't buy that.
If only they'd
Look closerrrrrr.
Would they
See a poor boy?
No sireeeeeeeee.
They'd find ooooout
There's soooo much
More tooooo meeeeeeee.
... But that first cut is the deepest.
When I finish this... Whats next?
The same feelings?
Just a different environment?
Just a different age?
A new place?
A different occupation?
New friends I can't talk to?
New people to lie to?
A new bed to lay sleepless in?
New girls? New meaningless relationships?
More nameless sex?
More comparing?
More disappointment in realisations?
More finding that 'she' is no you?
More being lost?
The same feelings.
The same tears.
The same dreams.
How do you prepare for such a future. how do you cope with such a present.
Is there reason? Purpose? Meaning? Matter?... A resolution?... A happy ending?
Or is that reality too far gone?
The same feelings?
Just a different environment?
Just a different age?
A new place?
A different occupation?
New friends I can't talk to?
New people to lie to?
A new bed to lay sleepless in?
New girls? New meaningless relationships?
More nameless sex?
More comparing?
More disappointment in realisations?
More finding that 'she' is no you?
More being lost?
The same feelings.
The same tears.
The same dreams.
How do you prepare for such a future. how do you cope with such a present.
Is there reason? Purpose? Meaning? Matter?... A resolution?... A happy ending?
Or is that reality too far gone?
Monday, May 9, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
I've been trying so hard these past few weeks. Trying not to say your name out loud, hoping that by avoiding to do so, things would somehow be easier, somehow make things change. Weeks of silence now.
It now seems that the reason why i've been able to avoid for this long, is because i o longer have anyone to really talk to about you.
It now seems that the reason why i've been able to avoid for this long, is because i o longer have anyone to really talk to about you.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Every fuckin' day.
Perhaps this is just how it is now...
forever, maybe?
forever, maybe?
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Just finish my marketing communications plan for advertising...
47 pages all up.
ahh the relief :)
47 pages all up.
ahh the relief :)
Monday, May 2, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
The last time my phone was of the Nokia brand, it was 2006 (7250i)... so, thats 5 years ago?
This morning, at about 1:30am I purchased a Nokia.
I have grown tired of this LG Viewty, never loved it, but its done me well.
In the next few days its back to Nokia, and I hope it goes well.
EXTRA NOTES
My mobile phone history:
-Nokia 5110
-Motorola T190
-Nokia 8250*
-Nokia 7250i
-Sony Ericsson K610i
-LG Viewty
*One of the best phones ever made! the design was amazing.
This morning, at about 1:30am I purchased a Nokia.
I have grown tired of this LG Viewty, never loved it, but its done me well.
In the next few days its back to Nokia, and I hope it goes well.
EXTRA NOTES
My mobile phone history:
-Nokia 5110
-Motorola T190
-Nokia 8250*
-Nokia 7250i
-Sony Ericsson K610i
-LG Viewty
*One of the best phones ever made! the design was amazing.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
You are the one that will break me,
but you are the one who could save me.
Headrush - Hannah Trigwell
but you are the one who could save me.
Headrush - Hannah Trigwell
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Snooooooooooo-ooooop!
Just a few hours ago, I saw Snoop Dogg live.
T'was an amazing experience.
(and I did it right. I was smoking while he was performing 'Beautiful'. I'm no smoker, I just had to, to somewhat enhance/complete the experience.)
:)
T'was an amazing experience.
(and I did it right. I was smoking while he was performing 'Beautiful'. I'm no smoker, I just had to, to somewhat enhance/complete the experience.)
:)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
We met it seems,
Such a short time ago,
You looked at me,
Needing me so,
Yet from your saddness,
Our happieness grew,
And I found out,
I needed you too,
I remember,
How we used to play,
I recall,
Those rainy days,
The fire's glow,
That kept us warm,
And now I find,
We're both alone,
Goodbye may seem forever,
Farewell is like the end,
But in my heart's the memories,
And there,
You'll always be.
Such a short time ago,
You looked at me,
Needing me so,
Yet from your saddness,
Our happieness grew,
And I found out,
I needed you too,
I remember,
How we used to play,
I recall,
Those rainy days,
The fire's glow,
That kept us warm,
And now I find,
We're both alone,
Goodbye may seem forever,
Farewell is like the end,
But in my heart's the memories,
And there,
You'll always be.
- Disney's: The Fox and the Hound (1981).
Sunday, April 3, 2011
I.aM.mE present | bang workshop solo
Chachi <3 <3 <3
One of the best dancers i've ever seen. EVER!
One of the best dancers i've ever seen. EVER!
Friday, April 1, 2011
Flow sweetly, Hang heavy,
You suddenly complete me,
You suddenly complete me.
Hysteric - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
You suddenly complete me,
You suddenly complete me.
Hysteric - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Monday, March 28, 2011
Eyes open up,
the few moments it takes to come back to reality,
the realisation,
you're back "there",
the disappointment,
you shut your eyes,
you sigh,
and accept what it only was...
the feeling of absolute hate...
hate that you had to wake up at all.
the few moments it takes to come back to reality,
the realisation,
you're back "there",
the disappointment,
you shut your eyes,
you sigh,
and accept what it only was...
the feeling of absolute hate...
hate that you had to wake up at all.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
I think that perhaps my "biggest want" is for my dreams to become reality.
And I don't mean my aspirations.
And I don't mean my aspirations.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Whats my biggest want?
I'm not sure...
my dreams coming true?
I'm not sure...
my dreams coming true?
Monday, March 14, 2011
from deviantART
So, 3 weeks in and Uni is starting to get to me... over-thinking...stressing etc
but this sure made me smile :) ...
but this sure made me smile :) ...
[ i.st 8 by zzaharel ]
[Link http://fav.me/d2vk2jy]
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Friday, March 11, 2011
Trial contact lenses.
Though the poking of eyes several times to correctly place the contact lenses was uncomfortable, and so too the inevitable headache... being able to see clearly, without glasses was just amazing. Strange, very strange, but amazing.
Not to mention driving (confidently) for the first time without glasses, that was an experience.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Today (9/3/2011)
I bought the Bro Code.
I bought a stethoscope.
I saw and walked past you.
I bought a stethoscope.
I saw and walked past you.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Ellipsis
An opportunity offered to take complete control.
to continue, to end, or otherwise
a future decided by a digital reply?
a handwritten letter?
through a third party?
a face-to-face confrontation?
or a simple wave goodbye?
...or my dreams becoming reality?
I'll admit i'm not done,
but, are you?
to continue, to end, or otherwise
a future decided by a digital reply?
a handwritten letter?
through a third party?
a face-to-face confrontation?
or a simple wave goodbye?
...or my dreams becoming reality?
I'll admit i'm not done,
but, are you?
Monday, February 28, 2011
Today was interesting...
- an easy first tutorial for communications law & ethics
- free hotdogs
- temporary, spray on tattoos
- a whole lot of free shit
(my spray on tatt - black rose)
...I wish every uni day was as such.
Today I begin my 3rd year of uni.
Uni reminds me of my loss... my losing of you.
Goddamn it I miss you.
Uni reminds me of my loss... my losing of you.
Goddamn it I miss you.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Now that this is done, I don't know when or if I'll ever see you again...
and that scares me.
I don't like leaving this up to time.
and that scares me.
I don't like leaving this up to time.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Always Attract - You Me At Six (cover)
This girl amazes me.
<3
Friday, February 18, 2011
Architecture In Helsinki - The Owls Go
(Four, three, two, one)
Don't hide the treasures you've found in a hole in the ground
How 'bout the tree back your house where the owls go
Or in between the attic and the basement
Somewhere it's not dark, dark, dark, dark
Attic in a basement with a knife serrated, I'll protect you
Attic in a basement with a knife serrated, I'll protect you
Don't hide the pleasures you've found in your rolling around
Where all the leaves have been swept and the flowers grow
And don't go finding a replacement,
I promise I'll show you heart, heart, heart, heart
Finding a replacement with a heart sedated, I'll forget you
Finding a replacement with a heart sedated, I'll forget you
Finding a replacement with a heart sedated, I'll forget you
Finding a replacement with a heart sedated, I'll forget you
And you won't make a sound or be nervous around piles of pictures
So old that that it feels like it is ending
(Four, three, two, one)
Attic in a basement with a knife serrated, I'll protect you
Attic in a basement with a knife serrated, I'll protect you
And you shout out loud
And you're bursting with pride
'Cause they don't let you talk
And your heart is finally mending
It's not too late now to change your mind
The grass gets greener when you get to the finish line
An attic in a basement
Attic in a basement
Attic in a basement
Attic in a basement
Attic in a basement
Attic in a basement
And you won't make a sound or be nervous around piles of pictures
So old that it feels like it is ending
It shouldn't feel like it is ending
Pursuing the fabled 'happiness'.
How deep down would you dig for the truth?
If you knew exactly what to ask, would you?
and if the absolute truth was presented to you...would you take it?
If you knew exactly what to ask, would you?
and if the absolute truth was presented to you...would you take it?
Thursday, February 17, 2011
I just can't explain this shit at all,
I believe in people like you.
I believe in people like you.
Star Light Star bright,
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
...
I wish I was amazing.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Pearl Harbor - Brothers
One of my most favourite songs...
"Brothers" composed by Hans Zimmer, its the main score for Pearl Harbor.
"Brothers" composed by Hans Zimmer, its the main score for Pearl Harbor.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
from deviantART
mmm i'm no fan of summer...
i'm all for the wool-blend coats.
i'm all for the wool-blend coats.
[ WINTER by kanaLISAtion ]
[Link: http://fav.me/d2fny2p]
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Holds me back because it mattered,
keeps me going because it still does.
keeps me going because it still does.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Journal Entry - 25/1/11, 2:31am
I lay in bed, staring deep into darkness. In my head I create a scene of you and I...
We are at a lodge/house in some amazing alpine environment. Its night, its freezing, snowing.
We are sitting on either sides of quite a long, and large couch, a fire alight in front of us, our source of warmth and light.
I see you, curled up, comfortable, wearing a beanie, and a thick robe, with nothing but Bonds-Kaleidoscope underwear underneath. You're holding your mug of hot chocolate, with two hands.
You look to the window, past your own reflection, you look deeper, and you see the flakes of snow falling. Its only snowing lightly, you gaze at the beauty of it.
You turn your attention to the fireplace, the flames, the burning wood. You can hear the crackling, again, you stare, taking in the beauty of it.
You turn to me, you realise i've been watching. Your stare, amazing. You smile...that smile I love.
I smile in the imaginative scene.
I smile in real life, as I stare into the darkness.
I cry.
We are at a lodge/house in some amazing alpine environment. Its night, its freezing, snowing.
We are sitting on either sides of quite a long, and large couch, a fire alight in front of us, our source of warmth and light.
I see you, curled up, comfortable, wearing a beanie, and a thick robe, with nothing but Bonds-Kaleidoscope underwear underneath. You're holding your mug of hot chocolate, with two hands.
You look to the window, past your own reflection, you look deeper, and you see the flakes of snow falling. Its only snowing lightly, you gaze at the beauty of it.
You turn your attention to the fireplace, the flames, the burning wood. You can hear the crackling, again, you stare, taking in the beauty of it.
You turn to me, you realise i've been watching. Your stare, amazing. You smile...that smile I love.
I smile in the imaginative scene.
I smile in real life, as I stare into the darkness.
I cry.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Crystal Castles!!!
Yessss!!!!
I'm seeing Crystal Castles this Tuesday (January 25th, 2011). It will be an amazing show.
"In memory of what we used to call in love"
Fell In Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack
Fell In Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack
'Unread'
You've stopped reading them...
So now, its like theres no one there.
So now, its like theres no one there.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Yes, lets "waste" time wondering what if.
Lets dream of what was and what could've been.
Lets look back at the past, and refuse to step forward.
Lets live in the dream we created, the one only accessible now through sleep and medical diagnosis of mental illness.
Why? simply because its better there, and better is always good.
Lets dream of what was and what could've been.
Lets look back at the past, and refuse to step forward.
Lets live in the dream we created, the one only accessible now through sleep and medical diagnosis of mental illness.
Why? simply because its better there, and better is always good.
Mood: Shit.
"But I know its too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay..."
A Lack of Color by Death Cab For Cutie
"But I know its too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay..."
A Lack of Color by Death Cab For Cutie
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
It felt real, it felt right.
It was absolutely everything.
It was absolutely everything.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Starving!
I feel like having 10 or 15 croissants right now, goddamn.
Its always me just going quiet. Then I realise everyone else around me smiling, laughing, then I see myself in third person, sitting there, absolutely still, my eyes looking into nothingness, while everything else is in motion. I'm thrown back to first person, and I just don't know what to do.
Friday, January 14, 2011
from Photo Story
on my deviantart page...
...whatsarahsaid v bestnless haha (PSN names)
[ CTR '87 v BTR '86 by Francis1201 ]
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
"Even the most ordinary objects have an extraordinary story to tell."
- How do they do it?, on: Discovery Science.
- How do they do it?, on: Discovery Science.
from Photo Travel
So i've been playing Gran Turismo 5 quite a bit... this is my Dodge Viper SRT10 ACR '08, not my favourite car, but it definitely looks hot in this photo. (on my deviantART page)
Click the image for a larger version.
Click the image for a larger version.
[ Viper SRT10 ACR '08 by: Francis1201 ]
Link: http://fav.me/d36xicj
Monday, January 10, 2011
Less than 48hrs to go
Perhaps this time i'll wish for something more realistic than happiness.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
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