The gift of memory is an awful curse.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Though what I really want is to vent,
Its difficult to speak about it,
A single sentence, a few words,
can cause you even more loneliness.
trusting, letting people in
only to find you've somehow push them away.


Its a struggle.


And in trying to hide it.
fighting it off,
finding that  balance, 
or even having the ability to balance things out


I'm struggling.


They're all better than you at this,
they can forget you exist.

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