Eyes open up,
the few moments it takes to come back to reality,
the realisation,
you're back "there",
the disappointment,
you shut your eyes, 
you sigh,
and accept what it only was...


the feeling of absolute hate...


hate that you had to wake up at all.

Unhappy.

I'm seeing Usher tomorrow at Acer Arena,
quite excited indeed :)

Fuck this "place",
I hate it "here".

I think that perhaps my "biggest want" is for my dreams to become reality. 
And I don't mean my aspirations.

Bassnectar - Bass Head (Official)

sad face,
tears.

Whats my biggest want?


I'm not sure...
my dreams coming true?

from deviantART

So, 3 weeks in and Uni is starting to get to me... over-thinking...stressing etc


but this sure made me smile :) ...

[ i.st 8 by zzaharel ]

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You're only as healthy as you feel.


-Taxi Driver [1976]

mask.

Me at a friend's house warming party, I loved that mask.

Trial contact lenses.

Though the poking of eyes several times to correctly place the contact lenses was uncomfortable, and so too the inevitable headache... being able to see clearly, without glasses was just amazing. Strange, very strange, but amazing.

Not to mention driving (confidently) for the first time without glasses, that was an experience.

from deviantART

Mmmmmm

[ snow serenity by Krapivka2007 ]

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Today (9/3/2011)

I bought the Bro Code.

I bought a stethoscope.

I saw and walked past you.

Last night's dream... holy fuck.

Today was a shit day.

Nights dreaming the impossible.
Days dwelling on dreams.

The optometrist says my eyes are getting worse,
awesome.

Ellipsis

An opportunity offered to take complete control. 
to continue, to end, or otherwise


a future decided by a digital reply?
a handwritten letter?
through a third party?
a face-to-face confrontation?
or a simple wave goodbye?


...or my dreams becoming reality?


I'll admit i'm not done,
but, are you?