The gift of memory is an awful curse.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Holds me back because it mattered,
keeps me going because it still does.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Journal Entry - 25/1/11, 2:31am

I lay in bed, staring deep into darkness. In my head I create a scene of you and I...


We are at a lodge/house in some amazing alpine environment. Its night, its freezing, snowing.


We are sitting on either sides of quite a long, and large couch, a fire alight in front of us, our source of warmth and light.


I see you, curled up, comfortable, wearing a beanie, and a thick robe, with nothing but Bonds-Kaleidoscope underwear underneath. You're holding your mug of hot chocolate, with two hands.


You look to the window, past your own reflection, you look deeper, and you see the flakes of snow falling. Its only snowing lightly, you gaze at the beauty of it.


You turn your attention to the fireplace, the flames, the burning wood. You can hear the crackling, again, you stare, taking in the beauty of it.


You turn to me, you realise i've been watching. Your stare, amazing. You smile...that smile I love.


I smile in the imaginative scene.


I smile in real life, as I stare into the darkness.


I cry.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Crystal Castles!!!

Yessss!!!!


I'm seeing Crystal Castles this Tuesday (January 25th, 2011). It will be an amazing show.



"In memory of what we used to call in love"


Fell In Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack

'Unread'

You've stopped reading them...
So now, its like theres no one there.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Yes, lets "waste" time wondering what if
Lets dream of what was and what could've been. 
Lets look back at the past, and refuse to step forward.
Lets live in the dream we created, the one only accessible now through sleep and medical diagnosis of mental illness.
Why? simply because its better there, and better is always good.
Mood: Shit.


"But I know its too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay..."


A Lack of Color by Death Cab For Cutie

from deviantART

Amazing.

[ Smoking is sexy by tayler-aleks ]

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

It felt real, it felt right.
It was absolutely everything.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Starving!

I feel like having 10 or 15 croissants right now, goddamn.

Culture Club - I'll Tumble 4 Ya

4 Strings - Take Me Away

hahaha heck yes!!


Its always me just going quiet. Then I realise everyone else around me smiling, laughing, then I see myself in third person, sitting there, absolutely still, my eyes looking into nothingness, while everything else is in motion. I'm thrown back to first person, and I just don't know what to do.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

"Make a wish Harry..."

"Even the most ordinary objects have an extraordinary story to tell."


- How do they do it?, on: Discovery Science.

from Photo Travel

So i've been playing Gran Turismo 5 quite a bit... this is my Dodge Viper SRT10 ACR '08, not my favourite car, but it definitely looks hot in this photo. (on my deviantART page)

Click the image for a larger version.



[ Viper SRT10 ACR '08 by: Francis1201 ]
Link: http://fav.me/d36xicj

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hmmmm

Monday, January 10, 2011

Less than 48hrs to go

Perhaps this time i'll wish for something more realistic than happiness.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Candace Bailey

The new co-host for Attack of the Show (on G4TV)...


Sweet!!!




Friday, January 7, 2011

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Monday, January 3, 2011

from deviantART

Just, so...coooool.

[ The light that destroyed us. by CheyennexSmiles ]